I had a dream last night and it seemed so real. It was of him…a man I had not spoken to in 8 years. In each scene of the dream, I lived out the vivid imagery of a life I was never meant to have with him. I felt safe and I felt loved. All my hopes were wrapped up in him and I did not care. He saw all my flaws but still came back for me. Broken…piece by piece. That’s how he found me. I could see his heart in his gaze. I had never been loved so deeply. I could see our life together and it was so worth the risks it took us to get there. I had a dream last night and in those moments I did not want to awaken from it. The dream was filled with a life I could not bring myself to live. Eight years ago, a man told me he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I hung up the phone and never returned his calls. It was all too scary. I cannot live with regrets for our time has passed. But oh in that dream and only in that dream could I feel eternity and know deep in my heart…that we would last. ~KJM on Serenity Saturday…remembering “Dallas.”
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