It’s Serenity Saturday! Time to recharge and regroup! This week has been so emotionally draining for me. I’ve had to confront old and new feelings…in the midst of trying to grow as a person. And I’m just exhausted! Feelings are not really my thing. I avoid them at all cost. But since Elijah has told me he loves me and I know I’m falling for him…here comes the complicated feelings. I never in a million years thought I would be in this place so soon after getting my heart massacred by the ex factor. They always say…we have our plans and God has His!?? God’s vision will always be greater than our sweetest dreams!?? And I believe it. It’s just as humans we don’t always feel ready to live out our purpose. It’s just too soon I keep thinking. How did I get here? And it’s a difficult place to be at such an unexpected time. While my broken heart has begun to heal, I’m afraid to trust Elijah with it. After all, I gave it away for 5 years and during that time my heart was not in a safe place. It had been “fumbled” and I had lost my way. I’m still trying to find my way. My Serenity Saturday gift to myself is to spend the day reflecting on the things I love about Elijah…and the things I love about myself since he’s been in my life. If you are out there and having some of the same issues….or you have been there in the past and have conquered love…please take some time to do the same. Love for those of us trying to find our way. Trust for those of us that have never been able to trust. And have faith that we will all find our way to a true and everlasting love! ~KJM saying…Happy Serenity Saturday! Be kind to your mind, body, and spirit ?
I love this and it’s so true!!