He Was Not There (As Usual)

I went home that evening thinking he would be there…ready to fight for us….but he wasn’t. In 5 years and 3 months he had never showed up for me so I don’t know why I expected him to do so this time. It was my heart’s last attempt at believing in him. I will never forget the day I lost love, respect, and faith in him. I gave so much of myself to in return receive nothing. That reality still stings…