He said….I just can’t see it. By it…he meant us. My heart broke into a million pieces but I still chose to stay in love with him for another 4.5 years….knowing he would never love me the way I deserved to be loved. I let myself give up every opportunity to be happy with someone else by staying stuck in time with someone who was just buying time. That kind of pain changes a woman. So I write and I write…essentially I’m writing the pain away. ~KJM reminiscing on ex factor and I on Flashback Friday.