I awoke from this dream at 6:30am: I was wearing a red, black, and white ballroom gown and headed to my high school reunion prom with my immediate family. They made me very late and I was only there for an hour….barely got a chance to say hi to anyone. But I knew it was a high school event because of some of the faces I saw on the dance floor (no one on my FB list). Angry and frustrated…I headed home where my husband and three boys (ages 2-4 I think) greeted me. (This would be my nightmare…3 children much less three boys?). My husband was a SHORT ? South American man (Colombia comes to mind which is weird because my whole life I’ve dated black and Hispanic islanders). He’s in a stripped shirt (tan and blue) with….wait for it…khakis ? and two of three of my little boys have red hair which tells me that these are my biological children. We didn’t adopt and I’m not their step mom. Fun fact Brenda (along with some of my other relatives) had red hair as a child until she got into perms and dying her hair jet black! My husband allows the boys to greet me but can tell I’m frustrated and exhausted. I smile and hug them all….then he takes them away so I can unwind. This dream would seem like a nightmare to me except I got two things from it (1) my hubby loves being a father. It’s clear that the boys are his life’s joy and (2) my husband loves me sooo much that he didn’t try to change me. There I am in a ballroom gown in a room that looks like a dressing room being greeted by my boys. He clearly likes things simple as signified by the khakis? but appreciates and loves that I’m all about the glam!??? I don’t know if any of you are following my series “Awaiting BOAZ” but the letters talk about how BOAZ will be like no one I have ever known. It’s NOT about the concept of some man being “THE ONE!” That’s some weird American concept that most of the world doesn’t get. I think Hallmark made that up. It’s really about God fulfilling HIS promise to me. I don’t recall ever dreaming I had a family of my own in 15 years! And awake…my biological clock still doesn’t tick. But that’s the AMAZING thing about BOAZ. He is able to see things I cannot for he is God sent! Woke up feeling peaceful and happy! Hope this inspires my Singles! #happysingle #awaitingboaz ~KJM rested and peacefully dreaming on Throwback Thursday!
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