Last night I could not sleep. You see…yesterday I started to take some major steps in my life to change the things that made me uneasy. Things that I did have control of. And then suddenly the number 7 popped into my mind. It was as if I could hear Grace’s voice reminding me that 7 is a number of completion. Completion….my mind kept repeating the word. I became restless…fully aware that sleep would not visit me on this particular night. Completion! Wide awake thinking about what completion meant in my life. I feel like I’m so close. But close to what? And who will go with me? Lately, I have not been afraid to let go of anything and anyone. Completion may mean the start of a new chapter, a new journey, and new goals. I feel like I am so close. But I am not sure if I will take you with me. It’s like I am waiting for a sign from God…not my mind…to be sure that you will not be a part of my next chapter. My mind. My completion. My contemplation. I am intelligent enough to know that it is my mind that has awakened my soul with thoughts of completion. Complete me? My life’s work is to always continue growing until I take my last breath and even from the other side of the living…I hope to inspire others to never be complete in their journey of love, life, and laughter. Even with these spirit soothing thoughts…I lay awake thinking of what the number 7 and completion means to my life. Whatever the quest…I am not silly enough to think that those who started with me will be there for my completion…my 7th moment of perfection and totality. 7 is a number that represents completion. The time is near and I know I am so close! If only I could rest easy knowing that I will not know all of the details in advance…and that’s okay. It’s okay to not know what shall be perfectly complete in my life. It’s…okay… ~KJM on Charm School Monday.?
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