I had been upset for days but hid those feelings. And here it was 2:30 in the morning and he was trying to comfort me. The Ex Factor did not know the insecurities that laid within me yet they had surfaced all at once and were over flowing everywhere. He tried to calm me from afar…but the tears just kept coming. Finally, I felt his words and I stopped crying. In that moment, I could see how much we had grown. I stopped crying and then he did the unthinkable. It’s like he knew at that moment that I needed him more than even I knew. I needed him…to hold me…to be there for me. He did not start the storm within me but he was the one strong enough to calm it. I assured him that I was okay but he knew I wasn’t. It’s like we were in sync. And that’s when my baby said he was on his way. It was 2:30 in the morning and we lived far from each other yet my baby was on his way. The Ex Factor was coming for me. ?? And I just laid there speechless. ? When he arrived, he looked so handsome. I could see, in one glance, everything that made me fall so deeply in love with him…in Summer 2010. All the arguments and fights from this past year made this moment so much more intense. It’s like the storm had passed and it had brought us closer together. I was so close to giving up but something happened on my last vacation to Vegas. I realized that even a day fighting with him was better than a day without him. I loved him to madness. And he knew it.? There my baby was…quiet yet strong. Strong enough to show up for me. ?He pulled me into him and he held me so tight. It all felt so right. I had grown to learn how to be vulnerable and he had grown to support me in those moments. And so he held me tighter. Soft kisses to remind me that he was here…in the flesh…just for me. He pulled me closer to him and I was open. It wasn’t my prettiest moment. Hair was a mess. Eyes were puffy. And I was in a green house dress. Yet I felt beautiful. I felt wanted. I FELT LOVED. And so he pulled me closer. Our kisses got more intense. It was now 3:30 in the morning. A time that lovemaking could be felt around the world…as many slept or some settled for the touches of total strangers…3:30am was really a time for true lovers. I did not know it then but it would be clear soon….that this was the start of our very own solar eclipse.?? The Ex Factor entered my moistness and I moaned…not just from the pleasure of his touch but from his reassuring words. My lover was making love to me with an intensity I had not seen in him…in so long. I did not question it. I reveled in it. His masculine touch gently securing my womanly desires. It was more than what I had asked the universe for. I was breathing him and he was breathing me. My lover and I were making love. I trembled. I shivered…as if a cold wind had swept through the bedroom. The force became more intense and I could hear the head board bashing against the wall. My lover was making love to me. When I could not take it anymore…for my body was on fire…we switched positions. I had the strength and the dominance to answer his desires. I faced my one true love…trembling yet firm with my strokes. I wanted to ride him into ecstasy for we were in the midst of our very own solar eclipse. I dug my nails into his thighs and commanded that he follow my lead. The Ex Factor whispered those nasty little words that I loved to hear and that’s when I realized that this morning’s ride would be like none other. I focused only on his pleasure. Tasting him. Touching him. Fucking him as he stroked me. Our bodies were in sync…which is such a rare thing for lovers. You see the universe must time every kiss, every caress, and every flow of a couple’s rhythm when it allows them to be in sync. No awkward movements exist here for each lover is calling the other. One cannot exist without the other. One cannot taste unless the other is sucking. Even breathing is in sync. We breathed. We moaned. I dug my nails deeper into him as my legs tightened around him. We were in sync. And just as I thought of only his pleasure. Wanting to bring him to his ultimate pleasure. The Ex Factor pulled me deeper into him. And my body began to erupt. At first I was scared. You see I had forgotten. Forgotten what it felt like. So I was scared because it was familiar yet new. But his touch was so reassuring that I allowed myself to be open to this eruption. Legs shaking feverishly. Body overheated. Nails dug so deep into him…I’m sure I broke flesh. It was our very own Solar Eclipse and we were still in sync! Climaxing together. Exhausted from the maximum amount of pleasure that our bodies would allow…we breathed each other. Breath for breath…our heartbeats were now also in sync. This, my dear friends, was the Climax felt around the world…for I had never had one with a man I loved. ~KJM on Hump Day? My heart is connected to his and my moist island is just for him.
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